Am currently operating on less sleep than I'd like. Had a good night last night drinking wine with Neelesh, Shier and Mary. I hadn't seen the latter two in about 3 years and it was really good to hang out again. It was kinda strange to see that things were still the same but slightly different...if that makes any sense. Anyhoo, whilst driving Neelesh back, we came to the conclusion that when I'm tired, I just crash without any warning and the change in my behaviour is rather palpable. It's scary and yet, maybe not that surprising. It's like a different Tim just pops up (somewhat like the Incredible Hulk but less green and bulky) and shows the world that he isn't taking any shit and doesn't care two hoots what anybody else thinks. It is quite worrying and yet, quite liberating at the same time. It's probably cos I suppress all these deep seated emotions that need to be unearthed every now and then (although, this seems to be happening with increasing/alarming frequency)..whatever it is, I hope it doesn't lose me any friends. I don't need to alienate myself in Spore anymore than I probably already have. So, till I find out what's wrong (or right?!) with me, please don't be a stranger like me.

choonage: The Velvet Underground - I'll Be Your Mirror