I'm exhausted, weary and sick of it all.
So tired from trying,
From lying to myself;
hoping that she'd see eventually, that I was always there.
was.
Think it's time to move on,
To somebody more worthy of my attention.
About time I stopped wasting time indeed.

but first, a hiatus.

Time to fly to London, to see some of the dearest people in the world to me. My soul needs to be refreshed.
I feel so very very drained right now; a most peculiar mix of disappointment, rage, self-pity, sadness and jealousy. But mostly disappointment and jealousy. Oh how I hate feeling like this..........Peas Oot.

Choonage: Don't You Want Some More - Duckbeats