The past 2 weeks I've had massive Friday nights which have seen me going to bed at the most unearthly hours and waking up feeling considerably worse than when I went to bed. I seem to have gone on a mission of self-destruction....I don't really wanna talk too much about what happened in BKK but let's just say that if I don't start to feel better soon, I might forget how to smile. Thank god that Sanjay was such a good host as well and really looked after me when I was there! I really can't wait to get my ass to Hawaii so I can see some proper scenery and immerse myself in the wonders of Nature. It's also been good having my sister, Becky, back in town. Even though we have the most love-hate relationship in the world, it's always nice to be around family for that familiar familial feeling.....to sum things up in a somewhat obscure way, I'm okay when I'm busy, when I'm around others...it's only when I'm alone with my thoughts that things start to become pretty rubbish and I get all depressed and paranoid. Out.

Choonage: Heart Failed (Two Lone Swordsmen Mix) - Saint Etienne