When I was in the UK, I often day dreamed about what was going on in the daily lives of my mates here in Singapore. I often imagined that they were having a great time, eating amazing food, getting tan...etc. It's funny how when you're in one place you often think about being somewhere else. As simplistic as that statement sounds, what I guess I'm trying to say is that I don't really feel like I've settled in that much. I've been leading a more than comfortable life since I got back and I really don't have anything to complain about. I mean, I have my health, I have most of my family here and I have some wicked mates here..but, my soul, it just feels so restless and unsettled. Truth be told, I spend so much time thinking about my mates in the UK (as well as those I met in the UK) and spend so much time missing them immensely, that it just feels like my head (and heart) isn't quite here. My head's clearer than it's been in a long time but I just feel like I don't belong, almost. I don't know how long it's going to take and I don't know if I ever will be able to get used to being back here but I hope that this feeling of detachment and uncertainty ends soon. If not for my parents (who, it seems, always have something for me to do. This is a good thing because it keeps me occupied) and for folk like The Tick who're constantly coming up with stimulating and interesting activities for me to indulge in (ok, i know this sounds very twisted....it makes me sound like a hyperactive child and a sex pervert at the same time...let me assure you that said activities are very decent), I'd probably have gone clinically insane. Ahhhh.....Suddenly, I feel better. This is so strange. Maybe I am beginning to fit in again. If I was in the UK, I would have gone to the pub to celebrate feeling better. Now, I think I'm going to take a cold shower. It's the only thing that I constantly feel that I need. And not because the women here are THAT hot ( I think it wise to swiftly inform my female readers from Singapore, especially those that I know, that this last sweeping statement does not apply to them. They are all hot in my eyes.) PHEW! I think I might have saved myself. Peas Out, I'm off to take that shower.