Woke up today late as I expected. I went to bed late last night(actually half-4 this morning) semi-tipsy..having spent a good deal of time trying(whilst full of whiskey) to turn a photo of my face into a stencil which,when printed, will be used for leaving my image everywhere in this little town........maybe that's not such a good idea.
Anyhow, on a more sombre,sober note. Today is the day that my dearly departed friend, Leon, would have turned 22. I feel almost guilty for outliving him. Tonight,we're having a little black tie gathering at the Lizard Lounge to remember him. We are going to get so pissed in his honour. Leon,wherever u are, I hope you realise that we miss and love you very much.
Nothing more to say, I'll report back when I've got my l'il head screwed on tighter.I'm an emotional yo-yo at the moment. Things just keep alternating between crisp,clear happiness and hazy,confused depression. I wish I could strike a balance, wish I was more sorted.